So for this week's email I only want to talk a little about
what I actually did, and spend more time on what I learned.
So this week was pretty good, and it's fun being DL over a
full sized District instead of just another area. I get to go on exchanges every
week with missionaries and that's pretty great. ALL of the Elders in the
District are top notch and obedient, so that means I don't have to deal with
any problem children anymore which is pretty sweet biscuits. We spent most of
last P-Day just cleaning the flatt because the missionary before me was pretty
nastay, but all good because Cuenca's a clean missionary. Throughout the week
not much has happened, but there are a few people we are going to start working
with throughout this week. And I think this week we'll have a LOT of service
going on: with members and non-members.
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Elder Wheeler's and mine's exchange (made some gnarly
burgers for dinner, I did. God bless America).
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Friday/Saturday I went on exchanges with Elder Wheeler, the
Zone Leader who's in our District. We
had a good exchange but I don't think he
likes me very much. Oh well, not a big deal since our other ZL is Elder Swenson
whom I knew back in Moe.
So as far as what I learned, and it only took 500 days to learn it (I literally had this
revelatory study on day 500 on my mission). So I was reading in Alma 24, and
the study of the life changing conversion of the Anti-Nephi-Lehies has been the
core of my study for the past week, and I tell you what it has been amazing to
study everything that they gave up in order to not only accept the gospel into
their lives but to become stronger followers of Christ and avoid sin at all
cost. But as I studied I pondered the kind of person that my mission has molded
me into, and even though my awesome personality is still the same, there has
been a lot of dirt and grit refined out of me through a stronger application of
the gospel, and for the past 16 months I've been loving it. I thought about the
kind of person I was back home, wondering what I would do to keep this kind of
spiritual strength that I've had on my mission and continuously build upon it. Because
there are many missionaries who go out in the field, work valiantly, change
themselves entirely, and then return home and are quickly swept back into old
habits, I want to avoid that trend. I don't want that to happen to me because I
love who I've become. I wondered on not only the person I was back home in whom
I will avoid entirely, but WHY I was that person and exactly WHAT was it that
caused me to behave in such a way.
I kid you not and exaggerate nothing when I say that the
windows of heaven were opened to me and the Lord revealed to me the answer. And
to my parents who read this I am sure that this revelation, almost a vision,
has been an answer to many of your prayers. But let me get back to what I
studied. These Anti-Nephi-Lehite converts buried their weapons of war. Why?
They USED to be a kind of people amongst the Lamanites who desired in
bloodshed, then left that group to pursue the Gospel. When the Lamanites, who
were only once their brothers and friends, took up arms against them and they
were going to go to war, the Anti-Nephi-Lehies went and buried their weapons of
war to prevent them from shedding further blood. They would not even come close
to RISKING killing lest they again find desire and joy in bloodshed. Would
defending themselves against the wicked be considered wrong? Of course not: the
Nephites did it all the time and the Lord blessed them! But they buried their
weapons of war so they could accept physical death, but retain for themselves
eternal life in the life to come. They knew fully of the Plan of Salvation, and
would not risk coming close to spoiling their chances of the atonement,
especially since they've already been forgiven one of all their murders.
So where am I going with this? I'll explain my own personal
weapons of war which caused me to desire in my own spiritual bloodshed that I
NEED to get rid of. Like the Anti-Nephi-Lehies my weapons are not necessarily
bad when used correctly and with control, but they didn't want to risk going
back to old ways. And neither do I. It was literally revealed to me that my own
weapons of spiritual death back home are electronic games, computer games, and
some TV shows. Those are weapons of spiritual warfare that are not all
necessarily bad, but I know that if I were to pick them up again after my
mission, I will undoubtedly revert back to old ways and old habits of
unchristlike characteristics that I have recently come to hate. I can't risk
that. I just have to get rid of them. They didn't put their weapons of war on
the shelf for a "just in case" moment, but they got rid of them to an
extent that even if they DID want to use them, they wouldn't be able to, so
instead of just keeping them in my closet for a "just in case"
moment, I'm going to sell them when I get home.
I've learned that I must get rid of those video games once
and for all and never pick them up again. Ever. The risk to lose everything
that the mission has made me to become is too great. I want to secure for
myself a happy and successful marriage, more time for scripture and secular
study, skills and talents, time for a developing family, and all around success
in all that I do. Video games, even in a small proportion, will strongly
prohibit me from those things. I can't risk it, and I won't. The eternities are
so much of a greater reward.
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| Elder Cuenca and I have a car, AND bikes! |
Nothing in the world did I think could separate me from
video and electronic games. I loved them back home and always looked forward to
getting reacquainted with them again, but recently, like the Anti-Nephi-Lehies,
I've found something that's much greater. I don't want to sound all
"Born-Again Christian", but dang what that chapter of the Book of
Mormon, literally that one chapter, has completely changed the direction of my
life. I love this Gospel so much. Love you all, and as always, God be with you
till we meet again.
-Elder Landon Cook
Ponderize: Alma 24: 16-17
PS: Mom and dad, don't get too happy with my email and sell
all my stuff underneath my nose, because in order for this to work entirely I
need to sell my stuff myself when I get home. The Anti-Nephi-Lehies didn't have
someone else bury their weapons: they did it themselves.
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| Elder Cuenca and I |
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| Not certain what Elder Cuenca is doing with the lamp Shade |
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| Pictures taken from a video I took of Cuenca and Wheeler wrestling. |
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| They REALLY like to wrestle WWE style whenever they get together and I'm not sure why. |
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It's pretty funny though because they barely even hit each other
but the recoil reaction is priceless, hence the (WWE style)
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Completely smashed my right toe doing in a game
of soccer with Elder Wheeler and Elder Swenson.
I don't think it's broken, but underneath the toenail is
pretty close to black
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