This week's been pretty great though, juss sayin'. Zone P-Day was great, and we spent a lot of time just kinda jumping around at the beach and playing around with the Zone. I'll talk more about it when I get home in a couple of weeks: not really worth writing too much about other than we had a ton of fun.
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Awesome youth stake activity with Elder Theurer |
The rest of the week has been pretty busy, especially Saturday. We had a youth Stake activity that the entire Zone participated in, and Sister McFadden and Brother Gilbert are the Young Men and Young Women Stake Presidents, and they put together a GREAT youth Stake activity. It was mainly Fear Factor themed, and so a lot of photos will probably be of a bunch of kids with some kind of food in their mouth looking like they're about to vomit. The best was the "goldfish walk". Basically beforehand they had one kid from each of the six teams participate, and before they were blindfolded they were shown a tarp with about 25 bags of live goldfish. They were told that the fish would be let out ALIVE on the tarp, and that they'd have to walk on the tarp blindfolded and try not to step on any of the goldfish that would be flopping around. Now of course we wouldn't do something like that, so while Brother Gilbert took the six volunteers away Sister McFadden announced to the remaining youth that we weren't actually going to do that: that's just cruel. Instead, we took the bagged fish off the tarp and threw PEACHES all over the tarp instead, and so when the six contestants came back blindfolded they walked across the tarp stepping all over these peaches and were screaming and jumping all over the place, thinking they were walking all over these poor helpless little fish. Of course we showed them what they were actually stepping on at the end of it all, but it was hilarious during the process. Good times, good times.
Sunday was pretty great because we were just BUSY BUSY BUSY! We had church, like normal, then after that we had a lesson with a new contact that is now interested in learning about the gospel further, and the great thing is that we brought a great member with is to help us out with the lesson. Her name is Jessie, and she'll probably be a main topic of the next couple of emails. After that we went to the Browns for a dinner appointment with like 20 family members so it was absolutely NUTS with a TON of food, and that was great. THEN after that we went to a face-to-face video broadcast with Elder Jeffery R. Holland and President Henry B. Eyring since we had an investigator named Lachie (pronounced"Lock-ee") come with us, and let me tell ya, THAT was amazingly spiritual. I really wish I would've taken things like that more seriously before my mission, because THAT was something else. It was literally like a one-on-one with a General Authority from the church in a kinda General Conference setting. It was fantastic, Elder Theurer and I both loved the heck out of it.
We went on exchanges with the Assistants this week too, and that was great, but I've gotta be honest, this week I've just been having these insanely huge bouts of insecurity, like I'm not good enough and I never really have been. I don't know why, but to be honest Elder Theurer is a really good companion... he's just not the most encouraging a lot of the time. He's got a good skill at making people feel like they're not trying hard enough, but sometimes that message of "You're not doing your best" begins to wear at your bones and breaks down your self esteem to be told that all the time, every day. Even though I feel like I truly am trying my absolute hardest to not fizzle out these last two transfers, sometimes I still get those doubtful thoughts that maybe I really AM not trying my best. And then it makes me feel bad, because I shouldn't beat myself up for not doing my best when in reality, I truly feel like I am. But then he says I'm not, and that message has been repeated to me so often during the past month, and even the Assistants kind of put thoughts like that into my head as well that I'm not trying my best, and then I'm just like "Well what the heck? Am I doing my best or not?" It's brought me into tears of frustration at times, whether I really am doing my best or not, but I just wanted to tell you that because I feel it's important for you to know that even though I'm on a mission and I should be at the pinnacle of it all, I still do struggle sometimes. And that's perfectly normal, even expected. Missionaries DO have struggles; all of us do, a lot of them, but through the atonement of Jesus Christ, which is a serious thing, trials can be overcome. I try not to speak of my own struggles so that rest back home is assured, but for some reason I feel this is an important one to speak about for those back home and to those who read. Sometimes, all you can do is just hold on and keep going. I feel that progression is eternal, but not constant. There are times where growth is fast, increasing, and enjoyable, and other times growth feels like it's seeping poison into your veins slwoly but surely, moving at snail speed and in the most unpleasant way possible. But the fact of the matter is that the growth is nonetheless there: it may waver in quality and quantity, but even if it's horribly slow, it's still there. I feel I'm growing slowly at this point of my mission, but growth is still present. I refuse to regress or even stand still in progression.

This next week's gonna be awesome, because we've got about a million more things that need to be done as well: luckily a couple of the people we've talked to on the train in the past couple of weeks have gotten back to us and we're hopefully going to meet with them this week, and we've got two sets of exchanges with Elder Cuenca (for those of you who remember him when I was his companion in Seymour), and we've got Zone interviews with President Vidmar as well. So much stuff going on, this week is again going to just speed by. Anyways, love you all, and as always, God be with you till we meet again.
-Elder Landon Cook
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WE ARE THE BOOK OF MORMON POP-UP STAND!!!! |
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There was tons of gross food competitions, but what was funny was that the winners were usually the young girls with no fear of anything,, |
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Breakfast at the Stinchcombes with the Zone |
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I love my tiny little companion (even though he's my height he's like 50 lbs less than I am so he is by my definition a tiny man) |
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I threw my pen at Elder Theurer and it landed perfectly like this. It cannot be replicated. |
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The hike to Bush Rangers Ba |
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Not too sure what Elder Timothy's doing over there... |