So this week was actually a pretty fast week. The saying
"the days feel like weeks and the weeks feel like days" is definitely
a fact of the matter, because before I know it I've already woken up and then
I'm studying and then I'm tracting and then I'm having dinner and then I'm in
bed thinking "Woah, that was fast". So this week we had our first
District Meeting as the Eltham/Cook Island District, and that was a bit weird,
but I'll get the hang of it as time goes on. With only 4 Elders in the District
we each have to give a training basically every District Meeting, so that's
always fun when the same four guys preach to the same four guys every week
about missionary work. I also went on my first exchanges with Elder Puing who's
from the Philippines and goes home in a few months. I don't think we'll be able
to do another exchange this week, but that's all good because there's only a
few of us in the district.
W/Elder Steele, one of my most admired Elders at Zone interviews |
Friday we had DLC, and because of the train having problems
we ended up getting there about half an hour early. I have no idea what I'm
doing when it comes to being a leader, and being half an hour late to a meeting
with the ZL's and the other DL's just made me feel a bit more inadequate for
this, even though it wasn't my fault. This while DL thing is really tough and
stressful, and I've never felt more stressful about something in my mission in
my life. What makes it tough though is that I don't think the other Elders like
me, and they look at me as "an aspirer", which basically means that I
try to kiss up to people in order to attain leadership positions. They're not
the most obedient Elders, and I think that's why they don't like me, especially
knowing that I wasn't the most obedient missionary myself at the beginning of
my mission. It's really frustrating, and sometimes I feel like they're just
going to refuse participating in District Meetings and things. I don't know,
it's just rough. I am completely aware that through this I will grow in
experience, but at the same time going through the growing really sucks.
Through this I've definitely had to rely on Heavenly Father for more help than
ever, and I've also been relying on the ZL's for a lot of help and encouragement
as well. Things'll get better, I'm more than positive of that.
I also had my last appointment with the eye doctor on
Friday, and he said that within the next month
or so I can go back and
"cautiously" go back to using contact lenses then. I miss them, but
we'll be reunited soon enough!
LAST TIME AT THE BAYSIDE EYE SPECIALISTS!!! |
Saturday we had interviews with President Vidmar. It was
really good to get to talk to him personally and one on one. He's such a great
Mission President. He told me not to stress out on all of this and that I will
become such a stronger missionary through all of this. I don't really know how
to explain it, but he really helped me out a lot. Him and I also discussed my
plans for when I go home, and the reality of returning has never hit me so hard
as when he said I now have permission to go online to sign up for different
colleges. Wow, do I really have to start thinking about that now? So as of now
I have to start planning out life back home, because now it's become more real
than ever that I have to start doing that because it'll come quick.
We were also able to meet with Ray, and that was a really
good experience. He said that he's going to be out of town for an extended
period during the beginning of August, so we had to exnay the baptismal date.
BUT he is committed to finding out for himself if the Book of Mormon is true,
and when he is available he wants to meet up with us once, if not twice a week.
He will make an awesome member of the Eltham ward when his time comes.
We also have a few other investigators that we are working
with, but I'll mention them as time goes on and they start to progress a bit
further. We have a return appointment with Richard and Leanne this week for a
feed and a lesson, and they're an awesome investigator couple in their 50's or
so, and Richard's mother was actually a VERY active member in another ward who
passed away a few months ago. Things will start progressing here a bit faster
this week, I can already tell.
It's been a crazy fast week this week, and I'm expecting
that this week will be no different, and in the blink of an eye I'll be sitting
at this computer again next week telling you all about it. To my little brother
Austin who recently got his call to the Philippines: if you have any feeling of
inadequacy in your capacity, don't worry, because right now so do I. But
Heavenly Father has called us both to areas that are past our capacities so
that we can meet our Father in heaven's high expectations. Love you all, and I
know that this work will always continually progress, and as always, God be
with you till we meet again.
Just doing important District Leader things |
For those especially cold winter days... |
You wear plaid flannels under your suit pants |
I just couldn't resist! |